Sell Or Trade: A Head

Including brain, strained in use, but sharp when working properly, numerous different kind of data storage devices running back till 1978. You name it, we've got it. Regarding memory lamentably somewhat true-Bond of a version so forget the stirred - these are shaken. There has happened a few accidental flips, flops and flaps. Life. Overran and in too heavy use; there were multiple overlapping processes continually in too  little a capacity (few hundreds of times). Melted, stuck, dislocated....what do I know of technology - just had to give it a go...didn't...go. I only wanted to think, my own Zahir, thought of thinking. I give up. I hope a happy new home, if some nerd can still make this useful somehow. Plates are fine. The hair has started to grow on wrong places. In trade I'll take ordinary thoughtless head, simple will do, might even be for the better. Price is negotiable, a lot to bargain that is.

Does Anyone Hear Me ! ! !

Stuck
piled up
disorganized
like a backyard shed

equipped too well
with unneeded garbage
and surplus things

verbal maze                 mental
solution converted
                                 to re-entry
eternally yours
                           no recall of signing
accordingly
                             to this condition


                    S     O     S

transferred to

               S          M       S

save my                        soul

I do recall
on a darkest hour
with crumbling fingers
in obscurity of the night
inside me
writing
with
hama beads

I Love You I don't

I love
I do? You
surely I do
don't I
or can I
oh, yes indeed I
ay-ay
what I have gotten into
bearable though
crying once more
begging on my knees
MERCY    again

I do love you, I do
though hate also
very much
screaming tears into night
cursing falling of skies
        again
there is non that I can
I love you
I do?
or only hate that I have
ever dying am I